Monday, June 19, 2006

...never say.... never again

i wonder... it baffles me, yet i let it disturb me... for i realise its the ULTIMATE truth we cant run away from...it would be naive of us to do so... the truth that seems to have taken a backseat, pretty unfortunately, courtesy some commonplace elements that we seem have to been obsessed with or that have come to define our lives... thats really a tragedy...



its the question of our existence, of why we are here, what are we we here for, where are we heading and WHO is controlling us? a conundrum of sorts... i have always wondered and made it explicit in various forms and across endless sessions of yapping, as to how we have taken so much for granted regarding what we see around us... how we seem to have an answer for everything... how we rationalise everything... of how we attribute reasons for everything that seems "scientific" and start pigeon-holing everything that can come in the purview of this "scientific"... of how we can never be in absolute awe of anything... seem to reason everything and when we dont have any, term them as "anomalies" or "exceptions"... this attitude applies to a whole lot of theories that we seem to abound in...


of God, of universe, of existence, of Time...


my simple, naive,yet very clear argument is... when we arent the creators of anything around us, how do we even seem to define the rules ?? when we are just here to enact the roles assigned to us in the huge scheme of things that have come and gone by and that are yet to unfurl... what do we mean when we say " there is no god.. god is all sham... there has never been a proof for his existence"... then what is this all about?! what are we seeing around us??... may be there are no Gods sitting up there in the skies aboard their vehicles and ensconced in their thrones... but then there has to be some force driving everything... we seem to be satisfied with everything that falls in our limits of understanding or field of view... we forvever seem to be ignorant of the devil in the darkness that seems to be ever so lurking... is it because we do not believe in something just because we cant see it? blame it on limited and minuscule human comprehension...



The idea is not about atheism or belief... the idea is not at all about atheism or belief...its about the accepting the reality of the force that is driving all this and that aspect of openness to anything... i repeat, whatever has happened so far neednot happen in the future, whatever hasnt happened in the past, might find its way out... perhaps not even in limited lifetimes that seem like specks on the humongous Timeline...


its about uncertainty, thats the truth... we are forever comfortably satisfying ourselves by doling out rational theories and trying to exemplify to corroborate those theories... the universe is so and so many years old... if the universe was our BIGGEST entity we could ever fathom and think of, something all inclusive, what was there before say a month before that time limit... whatever existed, was it outside universe? what was that "what" made of? the questions could go on and on...


we also seem to be defining boundaries for everything celestial... barring some relatively smaller entities, how on this earth can we define the outer boundaries for the extreme things??!!! what exists beyond, say a kilometre, beyond the mentioned boundary???!!!



there are questions and then there are questions... while for some we have answers and thats truly all our hallmark, i should say, and that's something has defined our superiority compared to the other beings and touchwood, that will continue to be so,,, We had better be in awe, enjoy it while it lasts and not fall prey to some stupid theories, and lose out on fun... there can never be a better teacher than Nature herself and lets submit ourselves to her, in toto...


as for the others , there will NEVER be answers... our scant grey matter wouldnt suffice here, and there shall never be answers...

No comments: